Diosmio! deseo permanecer casero

Ah! oh well, I've heard that we are leaving and that we are going to live somewhere else away from this little town. I don't really want that to happen, I thought I had a fixed life here and I can't afford starting a new life somewhere else.

There are too many reasons why I don't want to leave home. For instance, In that faraway land where we are going to start a new life, there's like no telephones so I guess I might not be able to be online for like years (unless one day a telephone company would just pop out), and wireless internet is like so expensive!

I don't have friends there, I mean i might have had childhood friends since I did went there for some Christmas vacations but the thought that they might not remember me after like ten years still lingers on my mind. I really can't imagine myself in that place since our house is like in the middle of an old family farm... ten hectares or so and we don't have any good neighbors out there except for the fields and the usual of everything that is found in rural countries. Ugh! I guess God knows what to do and I know He has good plans for us.

I did realized that this little problem isn't so big after all. It's like being an arrow wherein you have to be pulled back to be hurled much further. I realized that i have to look at life in many directions. Leaving and starting a new life isn't that bad as how as I said it was... it'll be actually exciting and will put my abilities of adaptation to the test! This a new adventure for me and my camera... why not take it?